Unsent Messages

Hey dingbat. I know i wasnt there for you enough, but i didnt realize it until it was too late. I miss you so much. There are so many fucking things i wish i could say to you right now. Im so so sorry minh. Im sorry i tired you out. I miss youre smile. Your laugh. Your everything. The way you would comfort me when i wasnt okay. The way you were there for me no matter fucking what. You learned things about me faster than ive even let anyone else know. I feel stupid for thinking that we connected so fast that this cant be over just like that. Im killing myself here thinking about the things i could have done better. I still remeber your favorite color is purple. Your top favorite candies are 1.)peanut m and ms 2.) og caramel candies 3.)sour patch kids and the honorable mention is Almond Joys. I still remember falling asleep on calls with you. I remember using Netflix Party to watch Naruto. You made fun of me for loving Rock Lee bc you loved Gaara. I miss you dumbass. I hope youre doing okay in school. I hope everything is okay at home. You know if anything gets unsafe, no matter what youre welcome here. Take care of yourself stupid. I love you and i always will no matter what.