There’s been few days in the past 10 months where I haven’t stopped thinking of you at least once. I think I did a good job with what I was given but I just wished you matched what I gave. I loved you so much. Still do love you and the fact that you waited too long and now we can’t be together for a while is scary, I know your effort habits and I have faith you’ll give up. If you see this which you won’t I just manifest you don’t give up on me, we’ve been through so much.