it is so complicated. i love you so much but i’m so young and am unsure of if its real love. i want to be happy, but i know nothing lasts forever. i guess now we are dating. my trust issues are so bad, everytime i see you with another girl i just worry. i know you wouldn’t do anything but it’s tough. even your “best friend” seems closer to you than we would ever be. i’m just scared that’s all. maybe it’s toxic or just my mindset. i still love you though and i’m working on trusting you and being more vulnerable.