You and grandma were supposed to go to my graduation, see me finish school and start my adulthood but the only way I can see you is in my dreams, in my senior photos I came out with the face of wanting to cry because That day I thought about what would have happened if they were there, I wonder every day if you thought about me before doing that stupid thing or if Grandma thought about how I would feel if she also left my side forever and it's not fair because just I was 16 when I had to mature more than I did at 11 when I had to face my problems and now I have to face and fight my depression