you... you. you make me feel. like. pure bliss. the feeling of butterfly’s not in my stomach but in my throat. i love you so FUCKING much. and i have no idea how to tell you. i tell you i love you and you ignore it. you’re my friend. my best friend. you make my sleepiness nights worth it, i cant breathe without you. you make me want to live. you are my reason for living this long. and i, i just don’t know how to tell you. i know you don’t feel the same. it’s platonic. i wanna love you more like this. i wanna hug you. i wanna kiss you. i want to love you. but, it’s not your fault.
i promise to love you just as much in another life. i hope we meet again then. and in better circumstances.