From: ABC
To: august
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:11 am
why. why did you do this. why the fuck did you do this to me. I'm sorry. ik I messed up. i messed up multiple times and i really am sorry. im sorry why cant you just fucking forgive me. you did shit too. by making me jealous on fucking purpose you fucking bitch. you did it on god damn purpose. why? what'd you get out of it? self worth? fuck you. fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou. i hate you with my guts. but I also want you back. you made me feel something I've never felt towards anyone else before. I dont get it. I really don't. why do I want you so badly knowing it just never works out between us. every single god damn time. was it me? was i the reason all this shit happened? god fuck I'm sorry. dont you understand that?? do I even love you? or do i just like that affection and comfort you gave me. shit idk why I'm like this. i really wish i could've been better for you. i doubt you'll ever see this, or even know who the hell is writing this. but, i just want you to know that i want you back. or maybe I dont. idk. I wish I did but I really just dont.