I hope you know I never meant to hurt you. I love you more than anything. You were my best friend but I don’t think either of us really know how to define friendship. It resulted in a lot of pain for each of us. It wasn’t me who chose to stop talking to you. I’m not allowed to anymore. Your mum said I can’t and I don’t want to upset her any more than she already is. I’m sorry I had to tell her about what you did but it wasn’t something I could keep to myself. I can’t keep you safe on my own. I love you and you never did anything wrong. This isn’t your fault, nor is it mine. I don’t think we’ll ever be friends again but I think about you every day. Maybe we’ll see each other again someday.