nothing will ever compare to how in love I was and still am with you. I pray and hope one day we can be together again. I loved the way you kissed me and held my hand, I loved everything about you. you made me feel such euphoria, you still do lol. you were always there for me, I don't know if ill ever be able to repay you for being there for me while I was suffering with the mess my life became. despite the fact that were not together, ill always be here for you and ill continue to love and support you. I hope you're happy with her, and that you found what you wanted. im sorry I couldn't give you what you wanted. I hope one day everything aligns for us, and we can finally be together because I know in my heart you feel the same way for me, but I still don't know why you left me so many fucking times. that's okay maybe its for the best. I love you, I always will.