I never fell in love, I just came here to write the emptiness that I feel every day, I would like to try to understand or explain what I feel but there is no answer, the weeks continue and I continue in the same hole I think that in the future I will be fine or that Some psychologist ended up helping me but even while I only have to wait. I think I am like this because of the times that I keep thinking about when they touched me when I was a child or trying to fall in love with someone to whom I never felt anything but at the end of the day everyone has their problems in mind and hopefully I and everyone will come out of they
I translated it because English is not my first language so I hope you understand me

I miss you. I still love you romantically. You’re my best friend, I never wanna lose you.

I still love you and i want to try again, I just don't want it to end again.