you were so unfair. i tried so hard to love you, but you made it so difficult. every time i think of my birthday, i'll always remember the dairy queen parking lot and the way you ended things. how you then ghosted me, with no reasoning. the one thing i can thank you for is for teaching me how to rely on myself, because i could never rely on you.

I miss you, but it can’t happen because I’m stuck. Maybe in another lifetime we worked out