Unsent messages to VAN
From: ABC
To: van
i love u and i think u might feel the same way
ps: this is the good red
From: ABC
To: van
i miss how things were before november
i still wear your hoodie silly
From: ABC
To: van
I am to worried of everything else to only love u, even when ur the only thing on my mind
From: ABC
To: van
i hope u get pro in ur sports js like how u always wanted too
i will always miss u my baby
From: ABC
To: van
I wish I couldve stayed with u those 13 years. I wouldve protected you from all the pain. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: van
You will forever make my heartbeat in a way another person can’t. I love you Van. Forever.
From: ABC
To: van
I won’t forgive what you did but almost a year later and I think I still love you.
From: ABC
To: van
I prayed for you today. I dont even know if youll ever read this but i think youll know who i am.
From: ABC
To: van
Will you respond if i text you? Ive messed up too many times im scared you forgot me
From: ABC
To: van
I would take you back in a heartbeat,
But I promise I won’t call first
From: ABC
To: van
we can never be friends again, but know you meant the world to me.
From: ABC
To: van
i want u so bad but its not right. im so sorry we cant get what we want.
From: ABC
To: van
I keep seeing your name everywhere im trying to forget you but i keep getting reminded.
From: ABC
To: van
Will you visit my grave every month like you promised even when we don’t talk anymore
From: ABC
To: van
You always said you preferred black so i wrote it in black. I feel miserable for what i did to you.
From: ABC
To: van
i miss hanging w you everyday and you probably won’t see this but i wish everyday that you choose me
From: ABC
To: van
I miss you. I know that you are the one I’ve always wanted, since our first kiss.
From: ABC
To: van
ik u hated that i "hoped" so i pray everyday we can restart in summer, i miss you dearly my boy.
From: ABC
To: van
It was… sad, seeing you at a mutual fav restaurant. Almost wish you would’ve said something.
From: ABC
To: van
I’m sorry. For loving you, for not saying it all, for not being the right one at the right time.
From: ABC
To: van
We just met.. I feel this unexplainable love 4 you. I want 2 tell u. Ur so mf cute.
From: ABC
To: van
i’m truly sorry for what i did to you, you say you forgive me but i don’t believe you.
From: ABC
To: van
Today:
I found a penny.
What is beauty but goodness. What is goodness but a lie.
I found a dime.
From: ABC
To: van
it’s been 7 months since ive seen you but i still miss you every day
From: ABC
To: van
i'm sorry i didn't feel the same, but i do care. i think about u always. miss u lots
From: ABC
To: van
I hope you’re good.Remember that you will always be cared and loved <3
From: ABC
To: van
wish we met later on I know the truth now. i accept who you are. love to see what the future holds
From: ABC
To: van
i dont know what happened between us, we were bestfriends and i do get jealous of you talking to other girls but i just dont wanna date you but your my bestfriend and i live you endlessly you have been there for me in the start and im really thankfull
From: ABC
To: van
you fell out of love with me the same way someone decides they no longer like a song, they slowly start to skip it when it comes by
From: ABC
To: van
ever since i met you a few years ago i cried every time we were in the same room because god damn you stink so much it makes my eyes water. yknow like cutting onions bc it stings? yeah but it’s u with ur STENCH. shower. period. :7)
From: ABC
To: van
Thank you for showing me I’m Beautiful and I’m loved. I miss our relationship and I’m sorry for what I did. I hope you and your next girlfriend last
From: ABC
To: van
I wonder sometimes if you ever considered what it would do to me. You've scared me in a way that I don't know how to reverse. How could I ever trust another boy ever again?
