i just wanted to be yours. i just wanted you to love me the same way i loved you. i shared my pain with you and fucking hurt me even more. i cant even cry anymore no matter how hard i try. youve gotten me so numb i cant feel anymore. this is all because of this female friend and i didnt want to seem mean and make you cut her off but it got so much worse because i told you not to. im not the one to blame this time. she broke up with her boyfriend and just locked onto you and wanted you next. you were too scared to tell her that you didnt feel the same way or that you were in a relationship im guessing. you left me after i spent so much time trying to fix myself to be with you. i was too boring for you i was told. you left me and didnt even let me say goodbye to you. i cant forgive you for this. you made me feel comfortable in my own body for the first time. you made all my anxiety go away whenever i called you. you promised not to leave me and you broke the promise. i hope she makes you happier than i could