This is going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do; I’m really going to give up all the hope for us, I know you know you have the option to reach for me; but you won’t, and me getting that through my head is going to hurt me so bad.... but I need this; I don’t want it but I need it... I don’t think I will ever find someone who is for me... I need to just give up; honestly it’s not you but everything that makes me want to just kill myself... my sister is full of heroin; I have no friends that really love me for me, besides Rae and que but they will understand... and I’m constantly alone, I could scream for help, but no one is around to hear me, the only thing stopping me from killing myself is Amari; and Idek anymore... I’m so fucking sad all the time.... I just want to be happy.. I’m hurting and I want that to stop... I just wish I was enough for you

i wish you were better to me,it was everyone else before me, and i was there.i couldn’t handle it.

Thanks for all the lessons you taught me I wish you the best

do u ever still think about me?