Unsent messages to THEBEAR

i wish i could say i hate you with all my heart, but you make it so hard for me. i hate how i dont even respect myself anymore and the fact i still say 'i love you' when all you reply with is 'love.' i hate you. i fucking despise you. why did you make me like this? why have you changed me. continuously guilt tripped me. why do you keep making me feel so happy. i hate you. i hope you never get what you want. you deserve nothing.