i hate you. but i love you. ik i sound stupid for writing this but why did you give up so easily. i gave u nothing but happiness and love and it seems u just took advantage of how much i loved you. yea, i’m probably not the girl u loved the most but i rlly did have hope for us. everything reminds me of you and i hate it. i knew i should’ve given up after u broke up with me but damn, i rlly loved you. i hope u meet the girl who you would do anything for and give her the love i wanted from you for the rest of my life. yea u said u didn’t play me but you gotta admit u just went the extra mile to make me happy and honestly it’s hurts and pisses me off. i wish u didn’t fall out of love so easily but it is what it is. there was moments when u made me so happy i had so much confidence u were the one, u showed me love/pain/forgiveness/and made me realize i deserved more in the end. i realized this is a lesson i need to take in the future and you as well. you will always be remembered as my first love even tho it hurt me sm. i love you forever :/