I have everything I’ve ever wanted and needed. I’m truly the happiest I’ve ever been in my life, but I’ve felt your absence with this level of intensity that I can’t explain away or rationalize. I’m sorry it took me this long to be honest with myself about what you are to me. I worry about you too much and I can’t hang on anymore. I hope you’re well. I hope you find your happiness. I love you always.

I hate how it ended, I hate that you won’t ever see this. I miss you, I miss us.