Unsent messages to SURAYA

You were my best friend. It’s sad that you are such an attention whore that you allowed your boyfriend to ruin our relationship. All the times I defended you against people that YOU started arguments with. I always had your back. You’re weak. You always have been and always will be. You allowed people you were friends with to treat me like shit. You never respected my wishes. You always forced me to fix YOUR fucked up relationships. You were always arguing with grown men, putting me into those arguments, not caring that I didn’t want to be involved. Know that you realize that I was the only one who actually cared for you, you came crawling back. Fuck you.

i love you more than you could ever know and i know you’re struggling but distancing yourself is hurting both of us, i promised to be there for you always so allow me to do that, i think of you all day i miss everything about you so much