everytime im with you it seems as the universe planned our meeting. I know you feel that connection between us. I myself dont know what that small feeling i have is but its there and i know you know it too. It’s like a combination of all emotions turned into warmness. I especially hear it when it gets quiet between us. It’s like a burning flame. I don’t think I’ll ever find another boy like you, you’re honestly different from any other guy I’ve met. I’m not even exaggerating. I deep down know you found your soulmate and I hate that it isn’t me. It hurts so much but only i can do so little. I just suffocate myself thinking about how you’re going to wife another girl. It’s alright because you’re happy. All i ever wanted was for you to eventually be happy. I’ve stayed with you day and night when you felt at your worse. I want you to know that if you ever need anything im here. But God knows there is truly something happening between us and it’s much bigger than us.

I like u, but i dont think we should be together

its so hard to not love you. its so hard to heal whats happend. I hope we can both be happy one day