i think a part of me will always be haunted by the what ifs and what could have beens with us, but as you said in our last phone call - holding onto the what ifs are pointless. although that is true to some extent, something inside of me just can’t fully believe that. i want to so badly have control over my own destiny. i just cannot live knowing that i never tried or told you how i felt.

But we were something, weren't we?

I love you. Always have. And always will. Because I just can't stop drowning in our memories.

i just wish you could feel what i do for one minute

I know we can't be together but how i really hope for some miracle that'll make you mine.

Please catch me before I keep falling deeper and deeper just through this eyecontactship of sorts.