I know this are hard for you. Im so sorry i disapointed you im trying my best. I wish things will get better next time im so sorry you have to go through this. Everyone has no idea what your going through right now and no one has ever know what you feel everytime. Sorry that you have to make this a secret. Thank you for staying and im sorry i didnt make you feel better :(

im sorry that your experiencing this i didnt expect that you would go through this i want to let you know that even if its hard for you i know that you’ll get though this. Im so sorry for all the struggles that is happening to you right know. You’re not alone and i cant rely on myself anymore so im relying to you i hope that you’ll get through this i love you so much and im so sorry please understand me

-your future self