it wasnt the slap that hurt the most; it was the memory of u telling me you'd never hurt me. never hit me. never give me a reason to flinch again. your inability to understand the depth of this broken promise. you said you'd never hurt me sayid. you said you'd never fucking hit me or hurt me or anything so why did you?
do u regret it? or do u think u did nothing wrong? did i do something to deserve this shit, or did you just want to see how far you could take it before i left.
it's a shame. i really, really liked you. i think a part of me still does like you, but i deserve better. i deserve better.

gosh, you never know how much I've liked you since that day :c

missing u