you hurt me so badly. i still carry scars from you. but i cannot forget the fact that i lived for you and loved only you. you said you felt the same and i thought i had found the person that understood me, but you ended up killing me. i dont think you will ever find this but if you do, the promise is broken. you and i are free do live for ourselves. when i off myself you cannot follow me. see you in hell saika.

i hope you’re doing well. i love you saika, always & forever <3. you know who this is sweet boy

I wrote poems about you... I wish you were still in my life