hey.ik u won't read this...u said u didn't want to talk to me.adter everything.then deleted me from EVERYWHERE.my world crushed I didn't know what I did.why wasn't I enough...months pass..I lost myself .I was staying up late had no motivation overthinking everything abt me.and I hurted and hurted.and then months later.u come back..with a stupid text BC u were bored and broke up with ur new gf..u didn't even talk to me face to face.a stupud message.yeah I want to be friends and want to be ok again..but u didn't earn that ..now u hate me like u did before..found some else again moved on..I'm sorry but I still love u ..even though u are such a dishonest person...I still think if u of what I need.and it's even harder seeing u everyday...and having to act like u don't exist .do u even remember?play fighting ,chasing me for a hug,almost falling asleep cuddling ,laughing Too much ,our first kiss DO U EVEN CARE? u never asked ..u promised ud be there ..I'm still here...but u forced me out of ur life and then came back like nothing not even saying sorry...fuck ...I miss u..but idk u anymore....I just want thing ti he different (we broke up 18/06)I know we both decided it would be better...I nope u are happy...I miss u and k feel like it's my fault ..but u clearly don't know shit...if I'm glad ur good now...but know..If u came to me and talked to me and not a dumb message..I would fall back to u..actually I never got over u .I'm here for u always ..even if u don't say sorry..even if u don't get it .I'm here for u u dumbass I love u

When you looked at me and smiled. I wish I could relive that moment in real life not just in my head.