i really hope you mean it when you say forever and always. i find it hard to sleep at night lately without that sip of whiskey that numbs my throat. i shouldnt have to drink for me to feel okay, its not fair to blame it on you but at this rate i feel our love decay. i listen to those videos of you playing guitar and think god man im in love with a rockstar.. you know what they say about rockstars. i hope those forever and always are true, and i hope to spend forever and always with you.

all my love,

ruby.

You’re the most beautiful boy

I loved you for 7 years, and you loved boys. Nothing was real

i loved you. so much, believe me or don’t.

i love you so much