i really loved you. and i still do. i think about you every day. ru, i wish we were still together. i wish i hadn’t been so caught up on my own worries that i ignored you and caused us to separate.

i always think of that day we decided to date. we had flirted as a joke but, my real feelings slipped through. and somehow you could see that even though it was through text. i’ll always remember how happy i was when you asked me to be your girlfriend.