I loved you I had loved u since the year I met you but you liked her. I wish I could’ve told u how I felt but I was too scared that if I told u it would be awkward between us and we would never talk again, I’d rather keep my feelings hidden inside of me than lose our friendship. Keeping my feelings hidden hurt a lot more than u know I use to cry so much but then one day u started dating your dream girl. You were so much in love with her, I could see it in your eyes and as much as I wished I was her, I was happy for both of u and especially for you. All I ever cared about was for you to be happy and you were so I started kinda becoming distant so I would get over you, which I did and we still remained great friends but you crawled more into my life I mean I was over u but part of me still loved you and it always will. We started talking more and more and I loved every aspect of that friendship and then you started not talking to me that often which I didn’t care much about but still. As time kept passing by I thought of all the memories we created all those years and I feel like you always used me. For school, for when y needed someone to hangout with when u had no one, and for other reasons. When u have no friends u start texting and talking more to me but when u get them back you don’t even think about me. Like you can talk to me whenever u want and u don’t owe me anything. But I’m sorry

why don’t we talk anymore? You said I was important to you.

I wish you would talk to me instead of leaving messages

You were a wonderful experience

i miss u. it's been 2 years, but it has always been you. i wish it's us in the finish line.

you’re so special compared to everyone else in the world. i miss you

You broke my heart into a million pieces. I'll never forget you. You were my first LOVE.

I still wakeup with things to tell you