this is the first one under ur name! yayy - oh gosh i hope you never find this.. i miss you. i'm glad you're happy, and i wouldn't steal u back from ur new gf, but i miss the bus ride banter and how my heart rushed whenever we watched shows together. i feel like i could've been a better gf. i loved u, and i didn't say that enough. q, you're smart, funny, witty, and talented as hell. enjoy life, and if i'm ever in the same place as you again, hmu :)

I'm sorry I've changed so much, that you don't even recognize me anymore.