you know, its been a week since everything went wrong. its been a week since ive heard your voice, and i hate every moment of it. All i wanted was to be able to look you in the eyes and say we made it, and even still thats all i want, all i want is you, so if you see this, call me, please, poppet.

I know youve likely moved on by now and erased every bit of me, and thats okay. if thats truely what you want, then ill respect it. but what i want is you. i want all the little things we planned for each other. kissing each other till we cant breathe. dancing late into the night sharing all of our favorite songs till the sun came up only to do it again. i wanted to take care of you everyday and show you how much i loved you. thats all i ever wanted, then and now. and if you ever decide you still want that, ill be there with no hesitation because no matter how long it takes, all i want is the life i planned with you.