Unsent messages to PETE
From: ABC
To: Pete
I get it now. I watched Call Me by Your Name. You were my Oliver. And I’ll always be your Elio. I remember everything. I hope you do.
From: ABC
To: Pete
you are the most humble and kindest gentleman i have ever met and boys like you are the reason i have hope for the male species. i’ve had the biggest crush on you for ages but i highly doubt you’d ever think about me in the way that i think about you. i’m probably just another person in the classroom and i’ve learned to accept that, but i hope you pursue the happiness you deserve
From: ABC
To: Pete
Dyed grey hair and busted up marvel sneakers? Then yes this is about you. You hurt me so bad that I never thought I would get past it. I still think it is pretty funny that you swore up and down that you did not cheat on me with Ana (who I didn't even know existed) but someone told me the other day that you're with her now. Good. I saw you in front of an ice cream shop two months ago, and literally walked over to a garbage can and threw up. I used to wonder what you told your friends about what went down. I am going to bet that it wasn't the truth... I was already pretty broken, but you broke me even worse. I didn't realize what had happened until months after. Just wanted you to know for future reference, a girl could have said yes a million times before, and her "no" *does* actually still count. I'm gonna guess you didn't know that, so wanted to make you aware. I did not tell a single soul who had authority, I regret that, it was my bad. Hopefully you treat Ana better, and at the very least I hope if you are fucking around on her too that you aren't hurting her. I wish you a life of beige khakis, unseasoned chicken, plain boiled potatoes, and desk work.
Sincerely,
The Girl You No Longer Have Power Over.
From: ABC
To: Pete
Thank you for being the only person who knew how to listen to me. I miss you everyday and wish things could have worked out, im sorry for making you lose yourself.
From: ABC
To: Pete
i still have the message you wrote when i left school, and i always thought you were pretty epic too. im sad i didnt try to make contact but we were young and lost and still growing. im mad i didnt have the balls to say something when my bestfriend did. im happy i grew up with you and im thankful for all the laughs we had. thank you oscar, or pete, for i was besotted with you and i am glad i only remember the positives of our time together.
From: ABC
To: Pete
I know we could have had it all if I stayed but I’m still glad I left. I think that’s why I know I’m finally over you.
From: ABC
To: Pete
You have to know that how things ended wasn’t OK. I deserve better but I still miss you.
From: ABC
To: Pete
i miss talking. i just wish we could go back to what it was. I don’t know if i messed it up
From: ABC
To: Pete
I don’t think our story is over. I’d come if you’d just call.
From: ABC
To: Pete
everyone sees how we look at each other, stop with the mixed signals please.
From: ABC
To: Pete
I wonder if what we could have is real and we can find out one day
From: ABC
To: Pete
one day we will feel safe our skin, then we will meet again.
From: ABC
To: Pete
why? what did i do? what changed? why did you go from love to hate so quickly?
From: ABC
To: Pete
I wish I could turn back time so my missbehaviour never took place. One city.
From: ABC
To: Pete
Someday everything will fall into place. Someday it will all be okay. Please don’t hurt me anymore.
From: ABC
To: Pete
I could have loved you, if I had only just been a bit braver.
From: ABC
To: Pete
I don’t think I will ever stop waiting for you. I wish I could though, but please find me again.
From: ABC
To: Pete
I wish you loved me as much as I love you, we would of been perfect
From: ABC
To: Pete
State lines..
Oceans apart..
You are still forever in my heart
From: ABC
To: Pete
I love your gentle soul.I want to let you in so you can find mine. Blessed to have you in my life xx
