Sorry for never knowing how to express what I felt, you knew that I did my best to make everything go well and you left with idiotic excuses because ours didn't work, I'm still waiting for you, I think I will always do it but I can't expect anything from you. Hopefully you do well, I am very proud of what you have achieved, please do not write to me anymore, I know that you only do it with the intention of being friends but it hurts, I love you