I miss you. I miss us. I miss the feeling you gave me, so secure and loved at the same time. You made me laugh in times I thought I should give up. Even if i wanted you gone sometimes, even if I hated loving you and being played by you, I still miss you. But ill have to understand that you don't love me and that you chose her over me a long time ago. It breaks my heart knowing that, although I wasn't your first true love, I will always be your soulmate, even from the distance. I just wish you could tell me the truth for once because Im scared that it will be too late soon..

I did love you btw