im sorry i always feel like im not enough for you. like you would rather pay attention to someone else. i have commitment issues i guess that's why i distanced myself from you. im sorry. i think about you more than how long it takes to count all the stars in the universe. you mean the world to me. i wish i could go back and talk to you first again. i was at my lowest point. but knowing your presence made me feel so safe, so happy. if comfort was a person, it'd be you. you make me smile. genuinely. i don't just say it because its nice. every conversation, every text message, every word is just another spark of hope in my heart. i appreciate you i really do. i only ever want you to be happy. but most importantly i want to be able to say i loved you for who you were, who you are, and who you become. thank you again. thank you for everything. i truly do love you with all my heart. it says pick a color now. you're bright and energetic. i think ill pick yellow. it reminds me of lemonade during the summer. sunset views from a la rooftop. it reminds me of you. i love you. i know you won't see this, but you deserve the world. be happy, for me. ok?

i’m running out of love for you, and you haven’t realized how much you’ve lost me yet

I hope all your dreams come true even if I won't be apart of them. I love you.

you still mean the world to me and I hope things get better for you, it'll always be us in my world