i get to be the first message to your name. how special. i honestly have no idea what i want to say here, but thank you. yes, you make me mad a lot of the time but you always seemed to care about me, unlike anyone else. i will admit i don't show the same care at all, but maybe one day i'll be able to. i'm sorry that i can't right now. anyways you are very special to me you little asshole.