Unsent messages to PATERSON

and you really didn’t have to do that to me. you know what you did, and it hurt me. it hurt me so much. you could’ve just told me you didn’t wanna talk anymore. but you just left me confused. yes

i had so many feelings for you, but i don’t think you ever actually noticed. i don’t think you wanted me in that way. i take comfort in knowing it maybe could’ve worked out in another life, if we were just closer to each other. but it’s been weeks and i still think of only you.