God the things I would say to you if I could. You may not be a physical being, but you ruined my life and took away every ounce of innocence I had. I will forever be different after the trauma you put me through and my family is forever changed too. I often wonder who I would be if I was healthy. All I can say is fuck you for ruining my childhood and turning me into a shell of myself, but thank you because I am stronger than ever. I nearly drowned but because of you I know I will survive. So, fuck you for taking over my life, you're the scariest disease I have faced, and you will never control me again. Peace out.