I hated what I did to you, I was 15 and didn't know anything but I never got to tell you the nights I cried myself to sleep for the things I did to you. you never knew the way your friends made me feel guilty for everything and the time I offered to move schools because I wanted you to be with your friends and have a future. I made myself better for you and went to therapy so when you got back you could see that I'm happy now. You never knew that you made me into the person I am today. You showed me that life isn't all sad. You showed me how to pay attention to the little things in life. I'm 17 now and I finally learnt to love myself. I wish you could meet me all over again and I could fall in love with you all over again.