i never stopped loving you. god i’ve loved you since the day you walked into my sociology class. it’s been over 4 years since then, and i still love you the same. i’m afraid i won’t stop. i want to stop bc youve moved on. a future without you terrifies me even tho you haven’t been around in years. you’d think id be used to you not being around, but every morning when i wake up part of me hopes your name will pop up. you seem to be happy with her, and the only reason i won’t send you this fr is because you deserve to be happy and so does she, but fuck it hurts, there’s been a hole in my heart since you left that nobody will ever fill. the only thing keeping me going is hoping you’ll come back to me in this life, someday.