i feel like you did mean to call. i wouldn't be in your recents. it wouldn't have rang so many times if it was an accident. i'm sorry if you wanted to me pick up, i froze. i wish things between us could be normal, instead of pretending like we don't know the other existed. i know this time is hard for you with everything going on in your life and i genuinely hope you're okay. say hi to your siblings for me...