you broke me like no one else ever had. you taught me why hurricanes are named after people. you made me fall out of the stage where i truly believed "everything gets better at some point." you destroyed me. you cant just tell someone that you love them and tell them that you want a future with them, just to leave when you cant handle the maturity aspects. you laughed with me for so many nights in a row for hours and hours. we talked, we danced, we ran, we fell in puddles, we even fucking ran from cops. you made me feel every emotion. no one had ever done that. you were the only person i felt genuinely safe around. i wish you knew what i was thinking inside when you told me you were done. i wish you saw my eyes shift when your stupid fucking friends sent me a video of you kissing other girls just days after. i wish you couldve felt my fucking heart race when i heard that you were at another girls house at 5 in the morning. i wish you would have fucking explained to me what i did. i dont care that you are gone, i care that you were the person to make me feel on top of the world, and quickly became the person to make me feel worthless. i cared so much about u. what happened?