Unsent messages to MIETEG

You know, i’ve noticed i started feeling worse and worse progressively since i started high school. Everything lost it pervious sense. I can’t imagine my future. Days, weeks, months, everything is a big blur. Everything is the same and instead of doing something to make this better, i push others towards happiness. I started liking this guy, but then my friend told me she likes him, so helped them get together. I’m happy for them, but on the other hand, it’s fucking painful to watch them be happy together while i’m being a third wheel. I’m just the emotional support friend. The one you talk to when you need help with something. I wish you were here. I hate everything more then ever.
.MW