honestly i hate u sm sometimes i just want u to stfu cause u make me so hella mad and sad at the same time and my dumb ass just laughs it off cus ion want u to dislike me but still u do idk why but i just want to block u so badly sometimes or just fucking say something mean back but i kinda dont wanna ruin our "friendship" and dont want u to dislike me as i said before idek why i care i just dont wanna be alone anymore i guess, every1 leaves me. u were the reason why i started to feel better even if only for a short time but now everything is back again im more than just depressed and thank u for making me feel better i hope you will never be able to read this and even if yes i surely still love u. Thank you for everything u did and didnt know ure the best.

bir insan bir insandan bu kadar nefret edemez. sadece o günü bekle. seni ve o kalbini paramparça edeceğim. yerle bir olacaksın.

seni tekrardan gorecegim gunu heyecanla bekliyorum. sonun benim elimden olacak asla bir baskasindan degil.

ily my boy. İ need you. never go, never go away from me

do u really care about me?