i cant stop thinking about you. no matter how hard i try. i'm still mad at the things you've done to me. i want you to text me so i can fully forgive you. im just so confused about my feelings towards you. idk what to think. i keep trying to prove myself that i cant forgive you. but i cant. idk why. is this love? every time i'm around you i feel nervous and get butterflies. idk why. we don't even talk to eachother anymore. idk if you think of me still. i feel like you do. i feel like you have something to tell me. you just cant. i always see you staring at me. you try not to make me see. but i always do. why do i feel like this? i shouldn't be in love with you. i should be mad. but i cant. i just need to know this isn't in my head . i need you to text me. i need you.

I wish something more could happen between us, but you send mixed signals and I dont want to be rejected.

I wonder if your reading this. Are you okay?