i was willing to wait for you but i guess you couldn't. i planned my whole future with you yet now i'm left by myself with no plans for my future. i love you so much it hurts. literally. i still think of you, i can't let you go yet i can't be with you. what am i supposed to do? remain friends? i can't do that. i need you, romantically.

i've already done one of these but i just need to do another. i literally cannot live without you. u know how i am; im completely devoted to you and the fact that i can't have you makes my blood boil. and to the thought that some other bitch could take you and you moving on makes me want to die. i want you, i want you so bad mallee. i can't keep you out of my head and you occupy my thoughts even when im trying to be happy. why did you do this to me, mallee? i don't want to be obsessive but you're mine. you told me that you're mine. you promised. well, you did promise a lot of things but see where that got me.. broken-hearted and pining after a boy who doesn't want me. fuck

- anya, if u couldn't tell already