I wish you could truely feel how much i am in love with you, sometimes when im talking to you it feels like a dream because i feel like something this amazing shouldnt be happening to me, i dont deserve you at all, i know you think that im the most perfect boy ever, but im not and im scared im gonna screw up and ur gonna leave my stupid ass, you are the only person to ever make me feel loved and not hated and annoyed with. You truely make me feel amazing and i hope you know that. Somtimes I have little day dreams abt us being a family with kids and good careers living the best life. And i truely hope and pray we can make that a reality. I care abt you more then i could ever imagine i could. I used to be depressed and in a horrible mentel state before you came along. You have changed my life incredibly mahleah.. and that's why i will always love you forever..