To Madden, i really hated you before like a lot but then you started paying attention to me and acknowledged my existence which was so then i started having feeling for more clues came that you liked me...i thought you did until you got a gf after that i kinda lost feeling for you.the night y’all broke up is the night you finally snapped me back and it was weird. i gave you the same energy back and u just left me on opened that was the last straw. we weren’t in the same class anymore which made me loose feelings even more. now i wanna be friends but you seem so shy around me and not anyone else. why? life is hard rn i wish you would step up and talk to me or text me atleast. anyway that’s all i had to say you were the first person i loved and it was great having a crush on you i realize things i loved because of you. i’ll always remeber you Madden. Xoxo - your secret admire Ms. J

I love u. idk what it is about you but i do maybe it’s the deep midnight convos or the jokes but i care sm about u that i can barley put it into words. u mean so much to me and i want to tell u so bad but i’m scared of rejection so i keep to myself.

your name is still wrong in my phone. i miss you

Why are you so fine,especially your dimples

i miss my pooks, ik we're done but please text i really miss having someone to talk to

I used to cry happy tears talking about you. I wish you still loved me.

you unblocked me. i literally have no clue why. if u see this, call me. explain to me what urged u.

i keep having dreams about you. i can't tell if i want you or hate you.

I wish we had stayed in contact after graduation. Hope you're doing well. miss you

Put your hands to the constellations the way you look should be a sin your my sensation Love you

you are a good person.

i miss u still bruh

ur so cute i wish u noticed me

I'll never block ur number and I'll always respond

i’m tired of you not trusting me madden

you’re in my dreams, am i in yours too? i need to know so i can rest my mind.
(i still love you)

i feel like you hate me, i want you so bad and i’m sorry im so desperate. u make me happy :(

sometimes i wish i didn’t let go

my phone still auto corrects mad to MADDENN. i miss you sharky. i won’t tire you anymore.

Bother me all u want, you’ll always have my heart mads. I never wanted to be done.

You will never know how much I love you.

Blocked your number on my phone…i feel nothing for you but i hate that it still hurts

I keep thinking I’ll see you or you’ll message me..do you still think of me?

i wish i would have taken you back but i was so hurt that he was my distraction 2 get over u

ilysm mads. I wish I could tell you. I messed up letting you go. (I’ll keep writing letters for you)

I will wait for you. this is your sign.

i love you mad. im sorry. i miss you a lot. its sad we cant be together. gray ur fav, boring color.