havent written for a bit because im scared im starting to ruin things again. thank you for always coming back

i really don't know how much longer i can do this i love you so so so much and saying it out loud for real is making it worse

i did that for you by the way. the entire time i was thinking 'do this to make her proud'. it was worth it.

The idea of being in love with you is the scariest thing but being with you is what keeps me from being afraid.

I really need to stop getting in these one-sided ordeals, don't I...
Still, you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

maybe i lied about not being able to call you because i got so flustered over you that i was blushing for the next minute and a half

when i went home today i felt weirdly alone and i realized it was because you weren't with me anymore

i really shouldnt let my grade tank over a girl who will never like me back but god you make me want to

could we go star gazing one day? i just want to lay at your side while you point out constellations for me.

i'm really tired of trying to find guys to distract myself from you.
im tired of lying to you when you ask about them.

it's been awhile.
i got over you fast after i figured out that even though you are lovely, i just wanted to hide

I realized I was in love with you when every time you talked about a guy I wished you were talking about me instead.

You were the most devastating I ever felt.
I think that I moved on but when I see your face it all comes flooding back.

i can't believe im sitting here leaving messages for you instead of studying--you'd be so disappointed

I wish you'd leave one of these for me. But I know that as soon as I tell you about this you'll be leaving one for him.

I wish I could get you out of my head, but now I'm scrolling through a years worth of texts wondering how I let it come to this

I read these and think of u ):
Wonder if u do the same

i’m so scared of losing you. that’s why i can’t bring myself to say how i feel

Is our time really up?

you know everything still reminds me of you,
I'm just disappointed how you did replace me so fast.

always eat, and stay healthy lyd

I miss u kiddo. I wonder if u feel the same

i miss you it’s so weird not spending the summer with you.

I wish I could explain what happened. I didn’t lie to them, they lied to you :(

I'm slowly forgetting you, I really really love and love you so much my dear

I miss being your friend, I think about you daily, I even miss the murky park bridge. I miss you sm

lots to say, not enough space to say it...

clydia i miss you every darn day but i know we will find each other again