Screw you for making me think I had a chance when I really didn’t. And for taking her home after you made me feel important to you

it's been 15 months and i used to hurt sm about our breakup & friendship, all i wanted was to get over you, and then for you to come back, then i accepted that fact you werent coming back, and i was okay with it as long as you were happy. it was a good thing, i loved seeing you around, it made me feel finally okay and relieved, like i had no worries or stress, but i havent seen you in a couple months now i dont even want to get over you. i dont really know what to do.

maybe in another life you didn’t choose those horrible things over me. i tried my hardest for you.

i miss you always. i think of you every single day. i hope ur looking after yourself xx