i kinda miss you. i hv no rzn to miss you but whenever things get hard and im at my lowest, youre the first person i think of. and i just know its gna be like that for a while. you told me if i wasnt ur last i was gna be ur last one in a while, but uve alr seemed to move on, but why cant i? im trying to fill in the empty spot you left with countless of boys but they just dont work. you werent even that special bruh you were a real dick but why cant i let go. its probably because you were the first "dick" i fell for in a while. idk why i fell. i shouldnt have. u also told me you loved me. did you. u told me a lot of shit i shouldnt hv believed