hey darlin i told myself i wasn't gonna do another one of these after i did someone elses and am now having to put up with great deals of stress in case he finds it but i want u to know that i love u so so so so so much and u mean the world to me

You broke me in ways that I could never explain to anyone. I'm both grateful and angry. I thought you were better.

oh shit, i don't really know what i'm supposed to say but anyways, i really loved you like r e a l l y, too much i think. you make me cry, laught, enter in rage but thanks. cause first you make me. if i'm what i am now i thinks you're not for nothing. after loved you, i hated you. i know it's ridiculous but idk, i think i needed this hate for forget you.
anyways, thanks you and still be the boy you are pls,goodbye.

Leaving was a decision I didn't take lightly. I think you know how much I love you and still do

Leaving wasn’t something I took lightly but it was necessary. I still love you and I always will

i love u soooo much <33 i hope we stay tgt forever

You are very funny and fun to be around and make me feel safe

thank you for this year, i wish i could have kissed your lips.

i miss you so much. i still think about you in everything.

I miss you everyday and I want nothing more than to look at you and see you smile.

You’re everything I wanted, you’re just so perfect and I don’t want to lose you. I’ll never forget u

I’m in the halfway wonder where i can go: leave or wait for you

dreamt of u again. miss u. wish i'd meant half as much to u as u did to me. we won btw. i did ????????????

I still love you but I can never admit that. I have to push the feeling down to keep living.

Always thinking of you still

i want to talk to u but i also rlly do not want to talk to u, u make me feel crazy

I hope
independence helps us. I hope we fall in love even more in a year. I hope I never lose you.

You're an amazing human being. Thank you for all that you are.

not a day goes by i don't think about what you said, i can't stand this feeling anymore

im sorry, i sometimes wonder if you hate me for shutting you out but its been too long to reach out

I will keep waiting even if it breaks me.

I've always felt lucky to know your beautiful soul.

you’re so cool, i want to be closer to you

i miss the way things used to be