I miss how you used to make me feel everyday, i miss being excited to text you every morning, i miss you being the only reason i looked forward to going to school, i miss when you always called me gorgeous in front of the class causing me to blush and get all shy, i miss catching you staring at me and looking away when you realized that i noticed you looking at me, i miss the day i first met you and how you came up to me on my birthday to get my name and how shy and nervous you looked that day with your friends behind you all excited and laughing, but i hate how you're known for playing with girls feelings, i hate that you liked my friend and played with our feelings,i hate how you complain about loyalty but you arent loyal at all, i hate knowing that while you were calling me gorgeous at school you would say the same to my friend, i hate that you always say you like me but i found out you also like someone else,i hate that the first time i met you, you said you liked me but were talking to a different girl and asked her out, i hate that during the summer you liked both of my cousins, i hate that you decided to come into my life and always find a way to hurt me, i hate that i'll always have a soft spot for you and i hate how you always take advantage of that soft spot, i hate that you always come back to me after your previous relationship doesn't work, i hate that after you come back to me you always get bored of me, i hate that you were done messing around and actually wanted to be serious but ended up doing the same shit you did to me everytime, i hate you "lost feelings" so fast, i hate that you actually left because you liked my friend, i hate that i cant stop thinking about you, i hate that i cant get over you, i hate that every time you will try to come back to my life i'll let you in knowing you'll hurt me agaim, i hate you but i miss you so much.